Blogging

I've been neglecting my blog for months and now finally during winter break, i can have some blogging. It's my studies that made me don't want to blog cause I'm always writing tons of words for freaking thousands words essays. But now, it's all over before next semester starts.

There's too much happening this year. Lots of unpredictable things happened in my life, though there are some joyful moments yet the worst came at a pretty bad timing. IT SUCKS! But hopefully everything will be better starting from now! *finger crossed*

Studies are okay~ Some are good and some are bad, it made me even confuse for what I've been studying in Melbourne. The life here is good, and of course I miss Malaysia too! My family and friends, they're precious and I love them forever I swear. Although many people thinks that 'wow, it must be real fun studying overseas!' but the truth doesn't seem to be what people imagined. Yes, I went out a lot, met lots of friends but they are not just what they seem. I studied, library, books, essays, failed assignments, and there's lot more happening.

I went back to Malaysia for a week before final essays due, it's for my grandma, she passed away and I'm so so so sorry that I can't even see her before she leave us. I'm so sad! But I'm glad that I went back to help out but seriously I'm very sad! May she rest in peace, you know I love you grandma!

Another happy thing was meeting my lovely friends! Sorry I came back in a rush and can't meet some of you. Thanks for Greenies and Lock Yi who celebrated my 21st birthday at KL, I'm so touched! I love you girls so much, you girls made me realised the meaning of true friends. Although we seldom see or chat but we know that when anyone of us have problem, we are there for them! Thank you so much!

Then I flew back to Melbourne with my parents, they were here for my birthday! They booked the flight 1 year ago and I know that it's for me! Thank you and love you both... But not for the after birthday part, it's horrible and terrible! Well, as long as everything is fine, I'll always love you both no matter what happened! Dad and mum, I'm glad to be your daughter so better don't mess things up! BONG KANGS!!!!


There really too much happening in the past few months, I'm exhausted! I feel like travel alone to somewhere with my backpack and just being alone, without any things in mind!!!

Back again

It's been 2 months since my last post, been busy and lazy to write things about my life and I don't know why. Maybe because I've been through lotsa things in year 2009, mainly sad things but I had overcome them! I gonna move on no matter how and I've learnt a lot more, lessons I think...

First thing I need to tell everyone is that the journey to South Africa was amazing, I wouldn't ever regret about this life changing decision. Thanks a lot to my parents and I love them so much that words could't describe my feelings for them. The trip was fun, I've met a lot of strangers that later on became friends. I'll meet them in Australia when I'm back and continue to keep out relationship since the SA trip. Though they had met up couple times that I couldn't join them because I'm in Malaysia, but I hope that there will be more cath ups when I'm back there. Overall the trip was freaking awesome! I love it very much and wanted to do it again in the future, if my parents support me finiancially or maybe get my own support. Will see how! I love South Africa as it is, a beautiful yet complicated country.


Chinese New Year is still on the road to it's 15th day and I'll be flying back to Melb on the 14th of Chinese calender. To be honest, I prefer my younger days of CNY while we went house by house and gather almost everyday. Maybe we had our own new friends, maybe I'm too far away to keep in touch or watsoever, I'm kinda lazy to take the initaitive to meet up with everyone, I'm the one who's waiting for calls and dates. That's why my CNY days in Kuantan is kinda bored. Fortunately I still met up with my fellow primary and secondary classmates and some lovely family members and friends that didn't meet up for ages. That's the important part of the reunion of CNY. Without these meet ups, CNY wouldn't be the same. I still miss Kuantan a lot though the sun is burning my skin every moment I'm under it. Oh God, it would be nicer without the not-so-friendly sun. For now if someone ask me weather I'll be back Kuantan after my studies in Aus, I'll be thinking without an answer. Because there's no place like home no matter how good Melb is, so please don't ask me now if I'll stay in Melb after uni, ask me when I'm graduating.

That's all for now, will update about my SA trip and my life. Happy Chinese New Year!!!  Gong Xi~